Sunday, March 28, 2010

sumone like punches me in my heart

all my loving daes aS PAST EVEN NW wen i wanna meet yu up, u like tmr!i have onli heard the gal of saying ok better be here at 8, not tmr!n u are having holidaes i thought u shold be bored n i wanna cum ther make u laugh ,the smile ,but..u wanna see me tmr ,not nw ,not 2dae n ur mum cum at 5pm n then u got out wit u mum n 4 ur frens u post out comment wit words n wat 4 me ,juz a love n dots ,y u got nth to write abt me issit ,yup who noes yu are even missing me anot but i am fucking missing u k,its much more better if u had kill me on tat day:'( n yup i still tinking yu tell me ,yu have even no money to save 4 our 1 year anniversay then how the hell are u going to go out wit ur frens ? til nw i belive i'm changing as i'm doing all the tinks as u said n y am wat i wan from u ! to see u ,n tmr !i told u i will leave at 2 but still can't ,as i like gona bring yu down issit ?i also gona stay wit u at hm,if u can wake up n use comp be tired y can't use comp without a dae issit! i dun understand comp comp comp ,seriously i feel tat u are so adicted to it n u have 4gat abt us ,n wers my satay! my fishing trip u say will bring me to farmville n me still remenberswat yu wan too ,leapord wallet,save 300,lose wieght 5 kg, dun wanna fight wit me 4 2mth.shift to my new hm,u noe sumtink i wen to malaysia n i didn't tell u tat i saw the same shoe as we saw at batam ,the sliver wan n i had 50 onli in my hand n it was 50 too but juz yu are having skool daes ,yu should be bored ,n mus never let u sit in comp ,so u will spoiled ur eys i bored all the cds u wan n boom my 50 is gone but i was still happy ,coz i wan u to be happy ,u see i always tink abt u b4 me but y are u like tat ,i noe u wont show ur feelings but can u plz show it !u noe i always tink 1 negative tink which is wen will u cry on my lap ,sholder or wat u noe y coz i wanna hug u n kiss u n say dun worry bby i'm here but i afraid tat would never happen coz u are not showing me example as wat yu write in my wall in fb a love n ..... ,u see actually i noe wat u saying but it will much more better wen u say it,hey i wanna be wit yu alone so tat i can show all my love but of coz wen thers sumone i can't show it ,i juz wan the day wit u to be a useful dae ,n its ok like ppl ther 1 time or 2 time but not every time, honey look i love u n missed u fucking alot but i juz feel like u are focusing on sumtink else other then me,but yu noe sumtink wen we fight n ther no one i got tok too n i'm sad ,crying ,angry the love bird cub is the onli wan who will make the kind of sound n make me cool down ,smile ,i feel like he's the onli one who understand me bby ,but ofcoz u do too but ,i wanna spendtime wit u sumwer which i can be coformtable coz i'm a guy likes to show love n yup i'm going jogging nw bye tc

Sunday, March 14, 2010

its all about you




hey guys ,i'm not sleepy ,dun noe y ? my mind n heart is keep on tinking abt her (my wife )and some sadness in heart for pass few months have happen which can' forget ,i juz feel u change abit as now daes yu getting piss off very fast ,shouting n bad words ,its hurts and make me anger or i tell u to do it earlier but yu do it late n blame me tat yu wanna sleep no peace n its like wat ,y mee! i told yu earlier :( n yu are too focus in your frens and lappy ,its like i wanna talk to u, n we talk 5 to 10 mins n tats it yu say bye :( i wanna tok to u atleast 30mins n of coz i wan yu to enjoy toking wit me,but i can't see tat interest :( n wen yu are wit ur fren u are so active but wen u cum to me yu becum to tired ,lazy n like u can't even go down to spend time wit me and nw daes no sending me hm by gate ,i have to go to ur bed ,n wen i choose a day its postponding to another n another ,y can't yu tell the others ,sorri i have to go out wit my husband or wat :( n its ok if thers sumtink important but not everytime bby , i like to go out wit u on sat ,coz i can see yu preety in ur dress n we can watch movie ,n then spend time sumwer maybe in sum fairy land which is beautiful n wan yu to say i dun wanna go back even wen i'm tired ,i enjoy being wit yu :) and nw daes yu going out family funtion ,even sumtimes tat hurts ,coz i always tink tat we are married n always call u my wife n mother in law ,bro in law u see ,i always tink i have a family by yu n wenever yu go family funtion or bithday party or wat ,it always feel in my heart y last time ur mum bring me to ur cuz hm ,to haylee birthday n u noe it hurts wen u left out one of ur family member n go for party coz i always feel i'm one of youl but the happiness part is seeing yu being happy : )from next year no more na naa na naaa aww mannn ! atleast once a year : ( n so bad yu nwdaes not even helping me or do a favour like upload pics :( sorry if i'm complanning ,i juz throw all from my heart coz i love yu n yu trust me tat i will be truthful ,well i am :) and i juz wan to spend time wit yu more ,call me n have a chat 4 30mins or more ,i will be happy n sorri if i'm boring : ) msg me if yu can honey ,n go out sumwer every sat ,lets explore singaore more so who noes we can even find ur leapord wallet heheh ok its 5:12am ,i wanna sleep ,am i ? i tink so n love yu 4ever my sweetheart ,oops ur bro really put bomb 2dae which i dun like ,i have never even do it 4 my parents even wen they ask coz i dun like to be in risk n own money but still like to help n trust ur bro,n its all becoz of yu i'm shaking my head sweetheart k bye love yu tc n plzz love u is not lame bby ,ita a word which tell ur feeling tat u love the person n it always make me feel gd to hear from yu kkk i'm nagging too much bye love yu again tc heheheh wat a irrtating husband u have! : )

You changed my world with a blink of an eye
That is something that I can not deny
You put my soul from worst to best
That is why I treasure you my dearest WIFE (DIMPLE KAUR)

You just don't know what you have done for me
You even pushed me to the best that I can be
You really are an angel sent from above
To take care of me and shower with love

When I'm with you I will not cry even a single a tear
And your touch have chased away all of my fear
You have given me a life that I could live worthwhile
It is even better everytime you smile

It so magical those things you've made
To bring back my faith that almost fade
Now my life is a dream come true
It all began when I was loved by you

Now I have found what I am looking for
It's you and your love and nothing more
Co'z you have given me this feeling of contentment
In my life something I've never felt

I wish I could talk 'til the end of day
But now I'm running out of things to say
So I'll end by the line you already know
"I LOVE YOU" more than what I could show :) I LOVE YU 4EVER PLZ TOK N GO OUT WIT ME
N CALL ME MORE OFTEN N LETS SPEND MORE TIME BABY K IF WE GO OUT ON SAT LETS GO OUT NO MATTER WAT CUMS K LOVE YU 4EVER! MUACKS : )